I wAnT to ExPreSs MY FeeLiNg !!!

tat day i came back from KL...
i am totally enjoyed myself for tat 3 days...
however...
i back home with tears...
tears of angry...
i really cant endure anymore...
juz coz of the movie named '' The Curious Case of Benjamin Button ''
i suggested my friends buy tat and watch at Pang home...
they feel the movie not interesting ,
then when our topic is abt the movie ,
they wil say tis : COZ LI HONG LOR !
keep blame me for suggested buy tat movie...
i feel very hurt and unhappy , do u all know ???
i didn force u all to buy , juz suggest !
u all may talk tat for one time , tat is enough...
but u all keep talk and talk !
i really cant endure...
i express my feeling of unhappiness to u all...
then stil need teased by a STUPID !
shit !
why i cant even express my feeling ?
i feel very angry and agitated...
i leave them as fast as i could and go to a road , crouch and cry as louder as i wan !
morning , COZ LI HONG LOR !
in bus , COZ LI HONG LOR !
night , COZ LI HONG LOR !
i lost my patience...
i back home and complain to my mom...
she understand my feeling...
tat make me feel relief...

after cry and bath ,
i recieve msg from my sis...
from her msg ,
i know tat she very want to be at home with all of us...
tat time i feel very very miss her...
we seem like long time didn meet each other...
when i go KL , she back home ;
when i back home , she back KL...
i complain to her again...
she told me can cry very good...
she had cry for 2 hours on the way back to KL...
she feel dun wan to leave home...
i ask her when is her next holiday...
she said need wait her final exam over juz got time back home...
then we both cry...

the next morning ,
i have no mood to eat...
i show my mom the msg tat my sis send to me...
my mom cry too...
at kindergarten ,
the teacher ask me why look so tired...
i told her tat i cry til 1 o'clcok juz slp...
coz of my sis tat msg...
then i cant control my tears and cry again...

after the case of the movie ,
i hate to talk anymore...
now i prefer myself to be dummy...
i no have mood to chat with anyone...
dun ever ask for my opinion...
i dun wan let myself get hurt again !
wat i can said now is : NO COMMENT !
tat is the only way to prevent myself from tis kind case again...
hate to be bullied by those STUPID !