heSiTatE ...

hmm ..
i have qualifications to interview for Maktab Perguruan ...
i am hesitate ~
b4 tis , i hope for Maktab Perguruan ~
then , i change mind and hope for STPM ~
i not really know wat i wan ...
>.< '''

yesterday i told my mom tat i can go interview for Maktab Perguruan ...
she and my dad were very happy ~
say tis is the biggest present for her birthday ...
say our family wil got a teacher and doctor ...
[ my sis studying Medical at UKM ]
and even go buy KFC as celebration for me get tat interview ...
i feel so unhappy ...
dunno how to tel them tat i dun wan ~
i cry ...
no mood at all ...

but finally ,
now i decided go interview ...
i oways change my mind ~
dunno wat i wan actually ?
hmm ..
anyway , i wil still go interview at Kuantan next Monday ...
juz depend whether can enter Maktab Perguruan or not ...

i scare regret on my decision ...
after ask some friends who study STPM ,
i think tat STPM is hard for me ...
i have no confident to handle STPM ...

SORRY , AE ...
b4 tis promised u tat wil study From 6 with u ...
but now ...
hmm ..
everything not confirm yet ~
who know i cant pass interview and wil study Form 6 ?
i dunno ...

THANKS , everyone who give me opinion ...
Thoo , JLik , Qian , Wen , Chin Hoong , Wan Ching ...
if i didn do as ur advice ,
i hope u wont mind ...
coz i still cant sure wat i wan ...
mayb next second i wil change mind again ?

i am hesitate ..........