My SPM ReSuLT ~

SPM result came out lor ~
below is my SPM result :

BAHASA MELAYU ----------------------------------------- 1A

BAHASA INGGERIS --------------------------------------- 1A
PENGETAHUAN MORAL --------------------------------- 4B
SEJARAH ---------------------------------------------------- 2A
MATHEMATICS -------------------------------------------- 1A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS -------------------------- 4B
PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN ---------------------------------- 1A
PHYSICS ----------------------------------------------------- 3B
CHEMISTRY ------------------------------------------------- 3B
BIOLOGY ----------------------------------------------------- 5C
BAHASA CINA ---------------------------------------------- 2A
ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY ----------- 2A

I got 7A , 4B and 1C ~
everyone ask me happy for my result or not ?
erm...
i think i am satisfy with my result...
as long as i have the qualification to apply for KPLSPM ,
tat is enough for me...
" SATISFY MAKE HAPPY "

I wAnT to ExPreSs MY FeeLiNg !!!

tat day i came back from KL...
i am totally enjoyed myself for tat 3 days...
however...
i back home with tears...
tears of angry...
i really cant endure anymore...
juz coz of the movie named '' The Curious Case of Benjamin Button ''
i suggested my friends buy tat and watch at Pang home...
they feel the movie not interesting ,
then when our topic is abt the movie ,
they wil say tis : COZ LI HONG LOR !
keep blame me for suggested buy tat movie...
i feel very hurt and unhappy , do u all know ???
i didn force u all to buy , juz suggest !
u all may talk tat for one time , tat is enough...
but u all keep talk and talk !
i really cant endure...
i express my feeling of unhappiness to u all...
then stil need teased by a STUPID !
shit !
why i cant even express my feeling ?
i feel very angry and agitated...
i leave them as fast as i could and go to a road , crouch and cry as louder as i wan !
morning , COZ LI HONG LOR !
in bus , COZ LI HONG LOR !
night , COZ LI HONG LOR !
i lost my patience...
i back home and complain to my mom...
she understand my feeling...
tat make me feel relief...

after cry and bath ,
i recieve msg from my sis...
from her msg ,
i know tat she very want to be at home with all of us...
tat time i feel very very miss her...
we seem like long time didn meet each other...
when i go KL , she back home ;
when i back home , she back KL...
i complain to her again...
she told me can cry very good...
she had cry for 2 hours on the way back to KL...
she feel dun wan to leave home...
i ask her when is her next holiday...
she said need wait her final exam over juz got time back home...
then we both cry...

the next morning ,
i have no mood to eat...
i show my mom the msg tat my sis send to me...
my mom cry too...
at kindergarten ,
the teacher ask me why look so tired...
i told her tat i cry til 1 o'clcok juz slp...
coz of my sis tat msg...
then i cant control my tears and cry again...

after the case of the movie ,
i hate to talk anymore...
now i prefer myself to be dummy...
i no have mood to chat with anyone...
dun ever ask for my opinion...
i dun wan let myself get hurt again !
wat i can said now is : NO COMMENT !
tat is the only way to prevent myself from tis kind case again...
hate to be bullied by those STUPID !

wHiLe Waiting for SPM reSuLT ...

I am totally enjoying myself tis week ^O^
very happy coz almost every night hang out with friends...
Tuesday night , i went Oldtown with Pang and Shin E them ~
Wednesday night , i went ABC with Shu Wen and Poh Yee ~
while waiting for rain to stop , i took my photo again ^_^



Thursday night , i went Mentakab with Ae Yee and another 4 girls...
we wan find our Chinese teacher , Mr.Lee ~
1st , we eat dinner together at Restaurant Ye Lai Xiang...
i feel all of us like a little family , very enjoy coz b4 never eat dinner together like tat ~
^@^
while waiting for Mr.Lee to back his home ,
we went The Store and here is me with two of my friends photo when others went toilet...
hehe.. ^-^



Friday night , my home no water...
so my family and me went ABC for our dinner ~
i eat til very full...

Saturday night , i went Xin Yi home and enjoy steamboat ~
then me and Ae Yee stay at Xin Yi home...

we play "RaMee" throughout the night...

til 2day morning 5 o'clock.

we plan not to slp then go park jogging at 6 o'clock and go eat breakfast after tat ,

but i was too sleepy as i drink quite lot of red wine...

#.#

so me and AE went to slp at 5.15 o'clock ,

while Xin Yi and her bro play PS games...

when i woke up already 8.30 o'clock ,

AE and Xin Yi stil slping ~

so i take my hp and take photos myself again...

haha =.= '''

i like these photos...

image in the televisyen ~

behind tat purple colour is AE and tat is Xin Yi ' s legs...

^o^

2day morning , after eat breakfast with Xin Yi and her family ,

i went Mentakab with AE and her sis...

we had our ice-cream at McDonald ^~^

tonight i wan stay at home slp enough...

2molo need work again lo ~

hmm...

next Saturday i will go KL and stay at friend home ~

yeah... i feel very excited !

i wan go watch movie at cinema and sing karaoke with friends ~

then we will go look around TARC.

however.....

SPM result will be come out soon...

the week after we back from KL ~

i dunno how is my feel ???

nervous ? scare ?

i dunno...

i juz hope my SPM result will not too bad...

and hope tat i can get Matric ~

I am MYSELF !

arhhh !!!
very angry now !
why wan compare me with others...?
i hate tat , very hate !
i am myself , ok ?
" u are the special one in tis world , so dun compare urself with others ppl "
tat is wat u had said to me b4...
but now ?
is urself compare me with other ppl...
u say tat juz a joke ,
but i mind tat !
the person who MOST UNDERSTAND ME compare me with other...
i cant accept...
u say me stil no change , stil no mature ?
ya i childish and stupid , so how ?
tat mean u can compare me with other mah ?
I DISLIKE ~
I HATE ~
I ANGRY ~
arhhhhhhhhhh !
u hurt me by compare me with others...
i no need u to compare me with others ppl...
a joke ???
no funny !!!
I AM MYSELF...
PLS DUN COMPARE ME WITH OTHER PPL !!!

Sunday Morning ~

hmm...
i have ntg to do now...
so i juz write blog here lor...
write down wat had i did yesterday...
yesterday was Valentine's Day...
i recieve a flower from kindergarten teacher...



haha..
i was very happy coz st time recieve flower on Valentine's Day...
i take many photos with the flower...
>.<



i was thinking...
dunno wat wil ppl do on Valentine's Day ?
for me , i juz busy do housework...
=.= '''
then night i go out yam cha with friends til 1 o'clock...
haha...
we all plan to go KL on 7 March to watch movie at cinema and sing karaoke...
yeah ^o^
i am waiting for tat day to coming soon...

now , 11.25 o'clock...
Sunday...
i open my msn but less ppl on9...
everyone has their activity now...
while me juz boring at home...
haiz...
one week past so fast...
everyday i juz wait the time to pass...
til my SPM result come out...
then i wil decide which ways should i go for my future...
tat all for my bored post of "Sunday morning"...

WaT meAn HUG for yOu ???

Hug...
for couple , is a kind of love ~
for friends , is a kind of appreciate ~
for child , is a kind of encouragement ~
after work at kindergarten , i learn much things...
child are innocent and cute...
i am learning to think from their point...
simple... no need think anything til very complicate...
when the child did something well ,
one "Give Me Five" then wil make they smile happily...
they easy satisfy for tat "Give Me Five" or one hug...
sometimes b4 back to home ,
teachers wil give every child one hug...
hug is very meaningful for them...

and now , i go another special class for special student...
i juz look after for two students...
one is PDA and another is ADHD...
i feel lucky for having a chance to care these special child...
i can get more experience....
i think tat wil help me in future...
they are same as other normal child...
juz we need to be more patient with them...
patient is needed by a good teacher...
i wan be a good teacher... ^o^

MEANINGFUL FOR ME

thanks for company me for more than half an hour...
listen to me and comfort me...
i feel very touch...
u ask me not to cry after enter house ,
but my tears stil came down...
tis blog is juz for u...
ya , we be friends more better than be couple...
st time u didn stop me when i cry...
b4 u hate me cry and no even comfort me...
2day , i talk a lot with u...
juz 2day , i feel u are very very good to me...
THANKS !

" 遇到什么问题都忍！ 记得我这句话！如果真的忍不到打给我发泄。记得！忍忍忍 ！”

i wil remember ur tis msg...
u going to study liao..
Good Luck to u...
really feel 舍不得 ...
everyone have to be independent...
i am learning to be independent...
thanks for juz now tat half an hour ~
MEANINGFUL FOR ME...